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Friday, May 30, 2003
A Night Out One Wednesday a month I take my niece and her cousin to the movies. It's a great deal for me as it's done though her school and tickets are only $2.00. This month the film was "What a Girl Wants". I really was not looking forward to it but I went anyway. What a sweet and wonderful surprise. It was really good. Granted, it was predictable and silly but fun none the less. Amanda Bynes is utterly charming and Colin Firth in leather pants....... need i say more? Long Overdue Yes, I know I've been negligent in updating this blog. My life is a busy dizzy one. I haven't written, designed, done music or even read anyones blog in so long. I'm in this depressing holding pattern and I'm in dire need of change. So much so that I very seriously debated putting pink streaks in my hair and anyone who knows me knows how truly drastic that is. I tend to be responsible and conservative. BORING!!!! Top my boredom off with extreme stress (My parents may lose our house and or have to declare bankruptcy. We'll find out what the house appraiser and the bank say next week) and you have a recipe for chaos. I've found myself doing things I normally would not. I've been listening to music that isn't my norm. I pride myself in liking a large variety of tunes but given the choice and when I'm listening for pleasure I've usually gravitated towards softer stuff, celtic, classical, new country, pop, broadway but the last little while I've been listening to vastly different stuff. I've found this great song "She's Gonna Break Soon" (gee wonder why?) by a bank called Less Than Jake. It's classified as Punk but it's not really all that thrashy. I've also been listening to "I'd Do Anything" by Simple Plan, totally infectious. I've been watching "Dawson's Creek" AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soooooo NOT a teen soap person. And yet............ What is with me? I feel like I'm 17 and trying to figure out who I am and what I like. Maybe that's because at 17 I was so damn adult and career minded. I've always been such a "Good Girl", not a risk taker and not terribly spontaneous. Now I'm feeling that "I'm going to explode if I don't do something" feeling. Odd indeed. One of my greatest fears in life is change and yet now I'm craving it like a drug addict. It's going to be a wild and bumpy ride. |